Tortured Souls *Kai/Loki*

[loki]

I would rather spend one lifetime with you - than face all the ages of this world alone. - Tolkein


Loki glared at the human boy that sat almost draped on his lap. The human boy had just said something that was not of his liking. He did not want to hear that humans play better music than vampires. He shoved the lad to the floor hard, causing the skin of his forehead to split and blood to start to drip down his face as he looked up at Loki.

Loki frowned “get up” he spat angrily.

The boy who would have been 17 and close to tears, started to rise slowly, but too slowly for Loki who snatched his arm out, his fingers closing around his throat and wrenching him to his feet before him.

“oh you bore me” he hissed as he squeezed his hand choking off his oxygen, releasing him suddenly to the floor where he lay immobile, barely managing to gasp breath through his bruised throat.

Someone quickly rushed to scoop up the still form and remove it. Loki looked around at the usual people that seemed to gravitate around him. ‘They all bore me’ he thought to himself as he gazed over the crowd of beautiful women and gorgeous men, all eager to do his bidding should he ask, all feeling very important because they were there.

Loki stood up and started pacing, he was bored. He paced up and down angrily as people scurried out of his path each time he turned around. He hissed at them and kept pacing, stopping at a beautiful red head, grabbing her face firmly in his grasp he kissed her deeply, his tongue pushing angrily into her mouth claiming her. But this was not what he wanted either; he pushed the women away from him in disgust and kept pacing. It was not like him to let someone so insignificant to have such effect on him or was it that his desperate search to replace the bond he had once known with a room of acquaintances and casual liaisons that had left him feeling even more empty and alone.

He spun on his heel in an instant and stalked from the room, swinging both doors before him wide as he burst into the main room of the club. He looked around and was about to storm across and into the managers office to demand some entertainment when something, or rather someone, sparked his attention. He noticed the tall blonde by the bar, now this was someone he hadn’t seen before, this was someone interesting. His blonde hair was falling forward hiding his face and yet Loki almost skidded to a halt transfixed by the ice blue eyes partially hidden. He blinked, amused at his own reaction to this stranger, this was someone he wanted, he had no doubt about it.

[Jan-Kai]

Kai wished the VSF had staked him and tied him up in the sun, or used one of those new weapons where they shine UV rays in your eye and you burst into flame. It would have relieved the sorrow, frustration and anger he had pent up inside him. He needed a release but he didn’t know what it was. But, he did know where to get it. The Viking vampires lair, or casino as they called it these days…The Valhalla. He knew the other Scandinavian decent people in New Vegas used that place as a home way from their blessed home that was so far away…he hated that he ever came to America..

As he entered the casino he noticed people moved out of his way. His large frame and long blonde hair was an impressive site. He looked up just long enough to see Thor Ericson looking at him from across the room. He watched the Vampire’s hand come up and make the sign of his clan; Kai raised his hand and did the same then made the sign that meant peace. After seeing the acknowledging node form the magistrate leader, Kai made a beeline for the club that was reminiscent of the long past days of the Viking age.

Of course the moment he sat down, a lounge lizard plopped herself down on the bar stool next to him. He turned and glared at her.

“You want A+ baby? I got my blood card right here, I’m safe.” She popped her gum as she reached a hand out to touch him. She recoiled at his growl. “Leave.” He warned and with an ‘eep’ she hopped off the stool and scurried away. The last thing he wanted was another vampire’s afters.

The bartender knew Kai and didn't bother to ask what he wanted. He placed the drink in front of him in a gold goblet. The same drink Ericson had…a man’s drink, from back when men were men. Back when it didn't matter who you fucked, it mattered who you killed, how many and the battle scars you came home with. This thought brought him back to why he was here. He needed a release. But lounge lizards and leg humpers were not what he needed. He needed manly release, anger, passion, a young vampire in a dark corner perhaps. There were enough secluded areas in the club where he could get his rocks off with a somewhat unwilling partner. No, the thought didn't appeal to him…he needed…more.

Then he felt eyes on him. He turned his head and pushed his hair out of his face just enough to see the dark, dangerous young vampire staring at him like he was devouring him with his eyes. This…this was what Kai wanted. This was what he needed. He stood up and turned to face the obviously Scandinavian vampire. So what he wanted. This was a man, a real man, not some guy who wanted to bang an older vampire and submit like the dogs that humans are. There was only one other thing that could make him more perfect…

“Olen Kai, ja haluan sinut.”

[loki]

Loki kept his eyes locked on the blonde god, all thoughts of boredom and agitation instantly gone. There before him stood exactly what he wanted, what he needed. He felt lust course through him like an electric current, he flexed his fingers as though those too were affected. He took a deep breath and his tongue licked over his lips in anticipation.

A human heart beat was all the time it took him to translate what had been said, having learnt his parents native language as a young boy. Now he wished he had paid more attention. He took a deep breath resisting the urge to demand that he come to him immediately. Loki wanted to possess him, to own him, to drive him wild with passion but this was not some human groupie he would be at his beck and call and do whatever he wished. No this vampire promised so much more with just a glance.

Loki took a step forward, a response on his tongue, when one of the waitressed came up and stood before him, tugging at his sleeve. The young vampire relayed a message that made Loki’s face darken like a thunder cloud but he nodded towards one of the hidden security cameras where the manager was no doubt watching. He pushed impatiently past the vampire and strode towards the bar, he almost skidded to a holt before Kai. His eyes locked into the depths of the piercing blue as he stood about a foot away.

“olen Loki, te aari minun”

Again the young vampire returned and tugged at his sleeve, Loki spun to him “If you continue to do that” he hissed “You will find yourself meeting the sun come morning, I said I would be there and I will now piss off before I rip your head off and use it as a bowling ball”

He grabbed the young vampires arm, spun him and shoved him off in the other direction before looking back at what really held his attention. He could almost crush this vampire against the bar and take him here in public, but that would undoubtedly cause more headaches than he wished to explain.

“I am expected on stage” he murmered, his eye travelling down the body before him, when his gaze returned to Kai’s face he smiled seductively “shall we continue this later” it was not so much a question as a commend.

[Jan-Kai]

So, he understood the old language. Perfect. He was perfect. And then a display of dominance. That was exactly what Kai needed to see. He wanted to see more.

“I am expected on stage.”

So he was going to go away and Kai would not see him until he came back? And risk losing contact with him? Kai thought not. He would have this vampire, and he would give him a reason to want to seek him out again. With a possessive growl he crossed the room in a blur. He stared in the vampires eyes for just a moment before grabbing his head and pulling his lips against his. Then he kissed him hard, roughly, deeply, animalistically and with promises of pleasures untold. His tongue probed into Loki’s mouth, demanding more, tasting him, exploring him and giving him a preview of what was to come. He pulled out of the kiss and stared at Loki hard. “You are mine. I will come watch you on stage.” He announced.

[loki]

Loki had grinned at Kai and had turned to walk away with a look on his face that clearly displayed how smug he was feeling. Suddenly the vampire Kai was before him. His smile turned into a smirk, he was about to comment that he wouldn't be long when he felt lips crushing against his, a hand pressing into the back of his skull. The tongue probing his mouth was forceful and primative, possessing not just his mouth but seeming to take command of his soul.

Loki moaned softly into Kai's mouth, his own tongue answering in response, forcing its way into the other vampire's mouth. He felt lust and passion and something else flow through him like molten lava. He felt his hardness pressing against his tight pants and he almost reached down to free himself from the tension of the fabric.

And then it was over, his lips were freed from the passionate embrace and he stood for a second, shaken and aroused. He barely nodded at Kai's commanding announcement, he was going to go and play. He looked down at his hands and saw the fingertips still shaking slightly. He had never felt this rattled before and he took a deep breath to try and shake it off.

He heard his name being introduced over the microphone in the other room, he heard a cheer. "I have to go" he murmered and strode off into the next room leaving Kai standing there. He took his place on stage, still feeling charged from the encounter.

Someone bought him his cello and with a seductive smile at the audience he dragged it across the strings as he started to play. A few deep breaths and the throbbing need he felt started to subside and he closed his eyes and played.

[Jan-Kai]

Kai watched as the object of his desire walked away. Again, the humans took something that was his. They took the attention away from him that he so desperately wanted from Loki. And Loki was his. His hatred for humans boiled inside him. But he could not just kill them unless he was a member of the magistrate council. The job was becoming more and more appealing.

He glared at the back of Loki as he looked away. Not because he was angry with him but because he wanted him. He strode after him then stopped and watched him get on the stage. Then, with awe and amazement he stared at the cello that appeared and was given to Loki. How could he be more perfect? He quickly turned to look for Thor to see if he was in the room. He was. He gave him a questioning look and only got a shrug in return. Kai pointed toward the stairs and Thor nodded. Kai had to share this with the man. He could be intimate with him right now, in a different way; In a way that spoke to his heart. In a blur he was up the stairs on the top floor, opening his door, and in only another moment, he was back down the stairs with his 1787 Lupot held carefully in his hand. He made it barely in time to hear Loki begin to play.

Kai listened to the opening of Loki’s performance. His heart was drawn to the stage and he longed to let his notes dance with his. He felt a hand on his back, pushing him toward the stage and he knew it was Thor, telling him to follow his heart. He slowly walked up on the stage, knowing Loki could not see him with his eyes closed. Then, when the music was appropriate, Kai joined in by drawing his Guillaume A. Vigneron bow across the deep baritone Tomastik Infeld Spirocore strings. Suddenly, without touching him, he was making love to Loki.

[loki]

Loki started playing, lost in the music as he became lost in the music. The music was the only thing to keep him from remembering the pain, the loss of his maker, the devastation of finding that his first love has walked into the morning.

The crowd was silent a moment before he realised and then behind him he heard a single note rise from a bow across strings. His head whipped around as the notes continued, matching his perfectly. There slightly behind him stood Kai, his blonde hair fallen over his face as he bent his head to play. Loki's eyes grew wide and a slow smile lifted the corners of his mouth in a sexy smile.

He closed his eyes again, stifling a groan, Kai seemed to play as though they had practiced together, their sounds fitted each others perfectly. As the tempo of the song increased it was as though the were coming together in a dance, slow and seductive turned to raging lust and back again to a soft sensual touch.

With his head already filled with lust for this gorgeous vampire, them playing together drove him almost into a frenzy, his need to possess this god was almost overwhelming and he almost faltered over the music, missing a note here and there as thoughts of throwing away his instrument and taking him there on stage filled his mind.

When the song finished he turned to Kai, he bowed at him in appreciation of his skill then grasping bow and instrument in one hand he stepped closer, his left hand sliding up to cup Kai's cheek and he crushed his lips against his, passing the urgency he felt through the kiss. When he broke the kiss he whispered so that only Kai could hear "you will pay for this" he grinned and turned back to the cheering audience.

He started to play, this time side by side with Kai as they played together for the rest of the set.

[Jan-Kai]

With his eyes closed and bow held with just enough grip, Kai felt the music flow through him as he played with Loki. It was as if he were carried away, back to his world, his life as a human living on the coast of Finland. Back before the years with his only love, his reason for existing. For now, it was just him and Loki grappling on the stony beach, running free, and their hair streaming behind them, as if they were playing rugby with no ball.

He didn't hear the silent gasps, he didn't see the stares of amazement, he didn't see tearstained cheeks of the captivated audience and he never noticed Loki missing any notes. All he knew was Loki and nothing else, until the music ended.

He smiled almost maniacally when Loki moved over to him. He wasn’t expecting the kill but he excepted it, welcomed it, and returned it with equal passion.

"you will pay for this"

“I am looking forward to it.” He whispered back. He knew he would possess Loki before the sun rose and he would wake next to Loki at dusk and possess him again. Things were looking up.

Each musical piece made him feel the same as the first. He was able to step out of his misery and into ecstacy with each note. The standing ovations were annoying because they had to wait before going on to the next number. But soon it was over. The crowed stood and cheered, their hands pounding together. Kai was not going to wait for pleasantries. He was not a slave to the humans, they were slaves to him. He waited for Loki to get a grip on his cello before grabbing his wrist and pulling him back stage. “Now you are mine.” He growled and crushed his lips to the younger vampires.

[loki]

Loki grinned at the crowd as they stood on their feet and cheered, stamping their shoes on the floor in appreciation. The humans may not have felt the sensual and sexual ambiance behind each note that had been played but they knew it was something special. He turned to smiled at Kai and caught his impatient and somewhat distasteful glare at the audience.

He stalked off stage following Kai, the last stains of the music still filling his head. The feel of their music entwining then unraveling like two lovers in the throws of passion, had brought him almost to the brink of climax, it had felt as though they had touched, or if their souls had been making love between the musical notes. He had never felt that way, not even with his maker, Darcy.

He rested the bottom of his cello down and turned to Kai with obvious lust in his eyes. But Kai moved faster than he had and he felt his lips crushed against his own. He moaned into the vampires mouth as his tongue sought Kai's, kissing him hard in return.

He slid his free hand into Kai's hair, grabbing a fistful of the blonde locks. He pulled his lips away but still held his hair hard "You are mine" he lowered his head and kissed his neck hard grazing his teeth along the vampires skin, not caring about those that were staring.

[Jan-Kai]

Kai had only been with one man in his life and while he was his maker, and he loved him, he was always gentle with him, always loving, kind and considerate when it came to love making. Sometimes Kai had yearned for more. More like this. Raw, rough, and powerful. He loved the feeling of his golden tresses being pulled. He was already aroused and the pain of his roots being yanked caused his manhood to surge against its confinement. “Loki.” He growled.

He leaned his head into Loki’s hand to expose his neck further to let him know what he wanted. He wanted the intimacy that came from sharing their blood, the commitment that it entailed. He reached down and cupped the bulging presence in Loki’s leathers and squeezed, “My suite…I need you.” He moaned roughly. He knew they needed to move but losing physical contact at that moment was not something he was prepared to do.

Then a voice came. ”Gentlemen, there is a private dressing room behind the door just to the right of you.” Kai was about to attack the source of the voice until he realized it was spoken in the old language…Thor.

That was all it took to get Kai moving. He did not let go of Loki as he took the two steps to the door that was opened as they reached it. He spun the man into the room and shoved him against the wall, crushing him with his own massive body. He was vaguely aware of the door closing and the relative darkness in the room but it only served to ensure his privacy with the object of his desire. “Where were we?” he grunted and reached for Loki’s zip. He groaned as he pulled the metal tag down and Loki’s thick iron rod fell out into his waiting hand which immediately wrapped around it. Once again he bared his neck to Loki, offering his vein as he stroked his throbbing manhood.

[loki]

Loki felt a tumoltuous mix of things coursing through his body. The most obvious was lust and passion as they drove him almost over the abyss with the need that made his cock throb against the constraints of his pants. He also felt an element of power, a mix of success in achieving what he desired, a certain element of this he felt with each conquest but he felt it even more so standing here with Kai.

There was something else, an element he had never experienced before, a inner beast, caged against its will, pacing up and done the wires of its cage and roaring to be free. He had now idea what it was but it was making him impatient and driving those other feeling of lust and passion through the roof.

He almost tasted Kai's blood when it was offered, despite the milling crowd and staring onlookers. When the voice interrupted him he snarled and the inner beast snarled, rattling the cage in anger. He turned his head ready to attack who ever it had been but the voice was familiar and he realised in time that it was the strong old language that Thor often used.

He allowed Kai to direct him to the room, he was in no condition for conscience thought or action, he was running on instinct and lust. He barely realised that the door closed and it was dark, he grunted as Kai pushed him against the wall, crushing him with his own body. His musky sent filled his nostrils and again the beast raged against being captive causing Loki to half groan, half growl and not for the first time he suprised even himself.

He felt Kai's hand go to his zipper and his engorged cock fall out into the vampire's hands. Loki moaned as he felt the fingers surround it and he licked his lips. The bared neck was before him but before he took tasted Kai he did something unusual, he gently kissed Kai's neck, an intimate act he had not repeated since the death of his maker; usually enjoying a hard bite not caring what it felt like for the donor.

Loki kissed his neck again, pressing his lips gently against the soft skin before lifting them, his lips curling back and him biting gently into the jugular of the vampire. With the initial puncture of the vein the first few drops squirted into the back of his mouth making his convulse hard against Kai's fingers. The blood tasted amazing, strong and sweet and he thought he had not tasted anything so powerful, so all consuming like it filled every tiny cell of his body with its essence.

The beast inside of him broke free with rejoice, finally released by the destiny that sorrow and remorse had kept locked away from his heart.

[Jan-Kai]

It had been a long time since Kai had been weak in the knees but this man, this vampire, caused his knees to buckle slightly as he pulled mouthfuls of blood from his vein. He groaned and gripped Loki’s iron rod tighter. “Loki…” he growled, “More!” he demanded and let out another groan.

His manhood was quite painfully confined beneath the leather of his trousers. With his free hand he reached down and freed it with a relieved sigh. He moved his hips and shoved them forward so he could curl his thumb around both stiff poles and stroke them together. “Fuck! I want more!” he demanded again. “I NEED more!” he growled and pushed Loki against the wall harder. “You are my drug, I am your addict, feed me Loki…” He stroked the two cocks faster, gripping them tighter.

[loki]

Loki's groan turned into a growl as Kai pushed him harder against the wall, he felt the plaster begin to give way a little. He lifted his lips from Kai's neck, the blood staining his teeth red as he smirked.

"You are mine forever Kai" he almost half grunted through gritted teeth as his cock throbbed painfully in the vampire's hand.

He licked the spot where blood had pooled on Kai's neck. His tongue snaking out to lick over his skin again and again as fresh blood welled there. His mind seemed to be on overdrove, he had never offered his blood to anyone before,not even his maker, it had seemed far too much like being subservant, like a worthless human would, and yet at that point there was nothing he wanted more.

He brushed his hair over his shoulder on one side "Taste me" he said in a husky voice "I want to be in your veins" he tried to smile but the look came out pained with his urgency "Please" he begged

He reached down to where Kai had both cocks, his hand joining Kai's in clasping around the two thick rods. He squeezed just once before reaching lower, grabbing Kai's balls and squeezing them roughly.

"I want you so fierce" he murmured in Kai's ear "I want you too much"

[Jan-Kai]

His hand moved at lightning speed, up and down, up and down. The friction sent a feeling of warmth through his massive pole. Loki’s tongue was driving him mad with desire. He knew where he would like to have that tongue but he was so close to exploding, he wondered they would ever get that far. When Loki moved his hair to the side and exposed his neck, Kai knew he had found the one who he would share a blood bond with. He stared at the neck seductively before slowly opening his mouth and bringing his fangs to Loki’s vein. He groaned when his fangs pierced the skin with a slight pop sound and Loki’s blood rushed into his mouth .

It was at that moment Loki squeezed his balls and his cock jerked and erupted. He growled into Loki’s neck, his growl slowly turned to a whimper. He released the vein and took a breath. “I need…I need to feel you.” He gasped. One at a time he kicked off his boots and then let his unfastened leathers drop to the floor. “Give me what I want.” He demanded.

[loki]

Loki groaned softly as Kai's fangs pierced his skin, this is what he wanted and it was glorious. He closed his eyes as he felt Kai's cock stiffen and erupt, some of it landing on his arm, he took several deep breaths determined not to lose control just yet.

He opened his eyes in surprise as he heard Kai's boot hit the floor, closely followed by the other. Loki smiled as Kai's pants dropped to the floor and were kicked aside. He kissed him again hard, his tongue almost raping Kai's mouth with urgency.

He knew what he wanted and looked around the room hoping to find something other than the thick carpet underfoot. On the far wall was a leather chaise lounge, old and overstuffed. He grinned at Kai and kissed him hard again, pushing away from the wall, taking Kai with him across the room.

He pushed Kai back onto the chaise and smirked at him "I know what I want" he inhaled sharply "And that is you"

He kicked off his boots and peeled down his tight pants before straddling Kai's waist almost sitting on his stomach. He bent forward and kissed Kai softly in stark contrast to the way they had been kissing since they met. His lips were soft and gentle and his tongue licked over Kai's lips tenderly.

He slowly kissed down his neck and down his chest, he licked over the left nipple before taking it into his mouth and flicking it with his tongue, he had managed to calm the urgency he felt but it was quickly building again his hard cock pressing against Kai’s stomach. When he moved to the right nipple it was much more urgent, he took it harder, sucking it deep into his mouth with a groan.

“I won’t wait” he hissed as he lifted his mouth “I can’t, I want you”

He raised himself up, sliding backwards to stand on the ground. He spat on his hand and wiped it over the end of his cock, not something he had ever bothered about previously and it seemed very inadequate but there was nothing else at hand.
He grabbed his own cock and nudged himself between Kai’s legs. Sliding his cock up and down against Kai’s tight ass he groaned closing his eyes. He pressed his cock against his entrance and with a little more pressure it pushed inside of him.

“Oh fuck” he murmured, his hands seeking out Kai’s cock, stroking it as he slowly pushed into him.

The entrance was so gradual that it drove Loki near mad, his kneed nearly buckled with the intensity of the feeling, he now grasped Kai’s engorged cock and his hand moved back and forth slowly. When he was fully and deeply embedded he paused and opened his eyes.

“How I have longed for this” he murmured softly with a almost tender smile.