Post by gunnar on Jun 21, 2011 19:09:57 GMT 1
Gunnar had woken up in a cold sweat. The dream was always the same. The shadows always dancing in the darkness behind his eyelids as if taunting him. He couldn't save anyone they had laughed at him. You couldn't even have your parents survive for you. You couldn't save your wife and baby. You turned your son into a vampire so selfishly. You blackened his soul. You fought against all abominations and here you are with fang marks on you to keep your son as one of those abominations. "NO! He isn't an abomination!"
He screamed out loud even as he screamed it in the dream. He heard the words of remember your oath. You swore to uphold it always. He sat up on the bed putting his hands to his ears as he cradled his head and sat on the bed. Just a little longer before Jakob woke up. He knew quite a bit about how to kill vampires and he knew how to feed a vampire now. But he didn't know much of the laws that were set that he would have to abide by now.
The laws Jakob would have to abide by as well. No one knew his past and it was safe that way. Jakob he wasn't sure knew what they actually were either. His wife and him had agreed that their camp to Jakob and all the children a sanctuary and they would tell Jakob when he got old enough. He wasn't ashamed of what he had done to preserve his life and those he loved. But now he had to protect Jakob even though it seemed roles were switched.
He got out of the bed and looked around at all of the suits that he had just dropped onto chairs and such. "I am a piss poor excuse for a father." He murmured to himself. His wife would have beaten him for having given their son vampire blood and never would have allowed him to turn their son. He looked down at his hands as he stood in the middle of the room. How he missed her beautiful face.
How he missed cradling his little girl in his arms and rocking her to sleep. He moved to the wall and leaned against it. How would he ever survive without them? Living in a world without them. He put his forehead on the wall. He had to get a hold of himself. He had Jakob to think about. He brought his fist up and hit the wall a couple times. He hadn't thought about the nail that had been sticking out of the wall and it had cut across the top of his hand.
He looked down at the blood and quickly dressed in one of the suits hoping he hadn't woken Jakob up. He quickly went and wrapped a bandanna about his hand and tied it using his teeth to pull one side and pulling the other piece with his free hand. He moved to the door but stopped in the hall between the rooms. He figured it would be best to have separate rooms. He could have used the go between door but he didn't think of that. He leaned against the wall looking up at the ceiling.
Was he doing the right thing? He was caring for a ten year old vampire. His son. He loved him dearly. Yes, he was doing the right thing. He loved his son and wouldn't leave him to fend for himself. He needed though to come up with a good response for when they visited this council member. He looked to his son's door. He had his weaponry hidden just in case they needed to make a quick exit. He had his ways of making that happen.
He knew how things went with vampires. Perhaps he should tell the truth. The truth being he was one of the men in a rebel camp that took out quite a few of their kind and had taken out zombies. Hell, he had taken out more things than he could count. They would possibly use him or probably kill him and where would that leave Jakob? A ten year old boy that didn't really know the war that waged on.
He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. He had to feed Jakob. He would wake up possibly hungry. He slowly opened the door hoping he would one night be able to tuck the boy into bed once more but in any case he would still be his father. He nearly chuckled at that. A father that his own ten year old could beat up. He trusted Jakob and knew that Jakob would never hurt him like that but it was funny in a way. He was surprised at how strong Jakob truly was. It wasn't easy to leave the camp.
It wasn't easy for a ten year old not to have their mother or sister either. It had to be tough for the kid. It had to be tough never to hug his mother again and never to touch his little sister again. But Jakob was real resilient. Jakob and him had mourned through their walking. They had walked silently for nights sometimes while trying not to cry. They had kept walking but sadly. Gunnar had kept most of his mourning to himself so that it didn't effect Jakob.
Jakob had become quite curious once more after the sadness faded some. Jakob knew he could always turn to Gunnar and Gunnar would do what he could. Gunnar wasn't used to the city life and Jakob was helping him get associated with it. Especially with the suits. Jakob made him smile that first night with the first suit that Gunnar had put on. Gunnar wasn't too pleased but figured he could do it for Jakob. And then Jakob had told him he needed to clean up better than that.
He screamed out loud even as he screamed it in the dream. He heard the words of remember your oath. You swore to uphold it always. He sat up on the bed putting his hands to his ears as he cradled his head and sat on the bed. Just a little longer before Jakob woke up. He knew quite a bit about how to kill vampires and he knew how to feed a vampire now. But he didn't know much of the laws that were set that he would have to abide by now.
The laws Jakob would have to abide by as well. No one knew his past and it was safe that way. Jakob he wasn't sure knew what they actually were either. His wife and him had agreed that their camp to Jakob and all the children a sanctuary and they would tell Jakob when he got old enough. He wasn't ashamed of what he had done to preserve his life and those he loved. But now he had to protect Jakob even though it seemed roles were switched.
He got out of the bed and looked around at all of the suits that he had just dropped onto chairs and such. "I am a piss poor excuse for a father." He murmured to himself. His wife would have beaten him for having given their son vampire blood and never would have allowed him to turn their son. He looked down at his hands as he stood in the middle of the room. How he missed her beautiful face.
How he missed cradling his little girl in his arms and rocking her to sleep. He moved to the wall and leaned against it. How would he ever survive without them? Living in a world without them. He put his forehead on the wall. He had to get a hold of himself. He had Jakob to think about. He brought his fist up and hit the wall a couple times. He hadn't thought about the nail that had been sticking out of the wall and it had cut across the top of his hand.
He looked down at the blood and quickly dressed in one of the suits hoping he hadn't woken Jakob up. He quickly went and wrapped a bandanna about his hand and tied it using his teeth to pull one side and pulling the other piece with his free hand. He moved to the door but stopped in the hall between the rooms. He figured it would be best to have separate rooms. He could have used the go between door but he didn't think of that. He leaned against the wall looking up at the ceiling.
Was he doing the right thing? He was caring for a ten year old vampire. His son. He loved him dearly. Yes, he was doing the right thing. He loved his son and wouldn't leave him to fend for himself. He needed though to come up with a good response for when they visited this council member. He looked to his son's door. He had his weaponry hidden just in case they needed to make a quick exit. He had his ways of making that happen.
He knew how things went with vampires. Perhaps he should tell the truth. The truth being he was one of the men in a rebel camp that took out quite a few of their kind and had taken out zombies. Hell, he had taken out more things than he could count. They would possibly use him or probably kill him and where would that leave Jakob? A ten year old boy that didn't really know the war that waged on.
He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. He had to feed Jakob. He would wake up possibly hungry. He slowly opened the door hoping he would one night be able to tuck the boy into bed once more but in any case he would still be his father. He nearly chuckled at that. A father that his own ten year old could beat up. He trusted Jakob and knew that Jakob would never hurt him like that but it was funny in a way. He was surprised at how strong Jakob truly was. It wasn't easy to leave the camp.
It wasn't easy for a ten year old not to have their mother or sister either. It had to be tough for the kid. It had to be tough never to hug his mother again and never to touch his little sister again. But Jakob was real resilient. Jakob and him had mourned through their walking. They had walked silently for nights sometimes while trying not to cry. They had kept walking but sadly. Gunnar had kept most of his mourning to himself so that it didn't effect Jakob.
Jakob had become quite curious once more after the sadness faded some. Jakob knew he could always turn to Gunnar and Gunnar would do what he could. Gunnar wasn't used to the city life and Jakob was helping him get associated with it. Especially with the suits. Jakob made him smile that first night with the first suit that Gunnar had put on. Gunnar wasn't too pleased but figured he could do it for Jakob. And then Jakob had told him he needed to clean up better than that.